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three months later...
"Mrs Samuels?"
"Yes." Nicki said getting up from the chair in the waiting room.
"The doctor is ready for you now."
"This won't take long will it?"
"No we are just going to give you a slight check up to make sure the therapy we have been giving you is working if not you will be in here in a few weeks for another treatment." the nurse explained while showing her to the room.
"So can you answer one thing for me?"
"Yeah sure I'm here to answer any questions you have."
"Am I going to die?"
"We hope not but like we told you before it's too early to determine."
"I just feel like that's something you guys say to keep people calm." Nicki said sitting back holding her purse close to her.
"No our job is to tell you the truth and reassure you that we will do everything in our power to make sure you live a long healthy life."
"So if it comes a time when there is nothing you can do you will let me know?"
"Yes ma'am."
"Ok." Nicki said in a low tone turning her focus out the window.
"Ok so the doctor wants us to pull some blood so we can check your white count."
"My what count?"
"The amount of white blood cells you have."
......
Nicki entered the house seeing shanas tummy blanket on the floor and all her toys arranged like they had just got done playing. She removed her shoes heading back to her room. Safaree was laid across the bed roman at his feet and shana laying on his chest. She smiled and got in the bed with them setting her purse and phone on the nightstand next to the bed.
She laid her head on safarees shoulder rubbing shanas hair until she drifted to sleep. the room grew darker as the sun lowered in the sky. nicki sturred in the bed removing her arm from around safaree. roman whined on the side of the bed walking in circles.
"come on cry baby." nicki whispered grabbing his chain walking to the front door.
she opened the door so he wouldnt pee on the floor and slipped into her shoes.
walking out the door closing the front door she sat on the steps watching as the dog sniffed around.
"hi mrs samules."
"hey sam how are you?"
"im good hows the family."
"we are good thanks for asking what about you and your family hows emily?"
"we are doing just fine. shes getting soo big so fast."
"thats how it works right."
"yeah didnt you just have a baby?"
"yes."
"hows being a new parent going for you."
"its going great everything i could ever ask for."
"they bring so much joy dont they."
"yes they do." nicki said with a slight smile.
"well its been nice talking to you mrs samules."
"same sam."
"dont be a stranger now."
"ok." nicki said with a smile.
"hey." safaree said sitting next to nicki with shana on his lap.
"hey." she said taking shanas hand watching her small fingers wrap around her index finger.
"when did you get here?"
"ive been here. even had a nap with you guys."
"really?" he said looking shocked that he didn't notice her come home.
"yes baby."she said taking shana from him placing soft kisses on the top of her small head.
roman walked up to nicki sniffing the babys toes he started to lick them and nicki pulled her away from him.
"stop it ro."
"aww let him get use to her nic it was just her toes."
"no next he will be licking her in the mouth."
"no he wont. he has to get use to sharing attention. or he will get jealous."
"safaree please dont."
"fine dont listen. what happened at the doctors?"
" i have to have a second round of treatment tomorrow at four."
"did they say why?"
"she said that its gotten more aggressive. just a little more aggressive."
"what did they say about work?"
" i still have to lay off work."
"ok."
" ill try and be home tomorrow by four."
"no i need you here by 3."
"i have a very important meeting at 3 baby."
" ok safaree whatever." nicki said getting up baby in hand calling roman as she walked into the house.
safarees hand dragged down his face. he sat looking out at the sky thinking giving her space.
..............
the motor to safarees motor cycle stopped and nicki could hear the garage close. she closed her robe and walked shana in her room placing her in the crib. safaree walked passed the door into the master bed room. stepping into the closet he removed his riding clothes and wrapped a towel around his waist. he entered the bathroom starting the large shower. he waited until smoke filled the room and stepped in nicki close behind.
"faree?"
"yes?" he said as she stopped washing looking through the steemy glass.
"can i shower with you?"
"you have to ask?"
" yeah."
"come here."he said as he oppened the shower door reaching for her small hand.
he kissed her fore head as she stepped passed him into the shower grabbing his towel. she kissed his chest as she lathered his body and took in the strong motor smell mixed with his irish springs body wash.
"you ok?"
" im fine." she said with tears in her eyes her head down scrubbing at his body.
" look at me onika." he said lifting her chin with his finger.
" hmm." she said looking up in his eyes trying to hold back tears.
"are you ok?"
" nnnn.... no" she said placing her head on his chest dropping his towel on the shower floor.
he wrapped his arms around her body as the hot water pierced their skin. they stood in this strong embrace until her soft sobs stopped. he took her towel removing all her make up from her face. taking her shampoo he lathered it into her hair massaging her head and having her rinse. he repeated this three times before putting in her conditioner then washing her from head to toe.
"safaree?"
"yes."
"if i go."
"dont start."
"please just listen."
"ok." he said putting his fore head against hers.
"if i go please find another to love like you love me. someone who treats shana as if she was theirs."
" your not going anywhere."
"safaree dont."
"look at me."he said in a stern voice. "your not going anywhere prayer conquers all and god will always have the last say. you just have to make your faith stronger than your fear."
"but."
"no buts."he said moving her hair out of her face picking her up off the floor.
her legs wrapped around his waist. he placed her on the ledge as their kiss grew more passionate. he moved from her lips down to her neck following all the way down to her center. she parted her legs grabbing a hold to his head as he explored and pleased her. moans filled the shower walls the water now barley warm still beating hard on thier skin. tears fell from her face mixing with the water.
"shit safaree."she said one hand on the ledge of the shower and the other on the back of his head.
he placed her back on the floor and smiled.
"still sweet i just wanted to make sure." he said licking his lips giving her a small smirk.
"why you stop?"
"because i dont want you to come here." he said taking her hand leading her out the shower into the bed room.
shanas cries ecoed the room from the moniter.
"i guess it wont happen in there or here."nicki said looking at shana from the cam on the night stand.
"yes it will give me a minute."he said taking the moniter from the dresser.
nicki smiled grabbing her body oil and butter from the dresser as she watched him put on shorts and head twards the babys room.
"hey hey hey. why so angry?"he asked picking up the small child.
"you get pink just like mommy when you cry. how not so cute."he said kissing her fore head.
"your little nose gets pink."he said kissing her nose wiping the tears from her face.
"now whats wrong." he said searching for the problem.
finding it he grabbed the baby wipes powder and diapers and changed her. she smiled up at him blinking away her tears. he swaddled her in her blanket and picked her up out of her crib. sitting in the rocking chair he rocked her until her eyes closed and set her back in the crib turning the music box on the side of the bed and the night light on in the room.
"i wanted to do that."he said watching as nicki lotioned her legs.
"well you took to long by the time you got back in here i would be ashy."
"so."
"so you will deal."
" your so sure about that."he said with trouble written all across his face.
"you will nothing you can do now im done." she said scooting up to the top of the bed.
"maybe your right. where were we?"he said pulling her legs twards him so that she was now back on the edge of the bed.
"i dont know you tell me."
"here." he said placing her legs on his shoulders moving her robe so he had full view of her pussy.
he trailed his tongue down the sides of her thighs her back arched and she let out a soft moan of his name.
"maybe it was here." he said licking at her clit.
"mmmm shit!" she said grabbing a hold of his head with one of her hands.
"no im pretty sure it was here." he said placing a kiss on her clit and inserting his tongue in her pussy then circling around her clit over and over again until she came.
"safaree i want you."
"we arent allowed." he said with a serious face.
"whats the difference?"
"i just dont want to hurt you nic."
"you wont please safaree i need you."
" as bad as i want to better safe than sorry just wait until they give us to full ok."
"ughhhhhhhhh!" she said now fustrated.
"i promise when they give the full ok your going to have to beg me for a break."
"safaree stop teasing."
" im not im stating facts."
"facts my ass." she said hitting him with the pilow.
" sooo fightsy."he said pulling her in for a kiss.
laying her head on his chest they talked until she drifted to sleep and him shortly after...
.......
4:30 pm
"where is your big headed daddy huh?"
"stop talking about me." he said walking past shanas bed room removing his tie.
"well id have nothing to talk about if you were on time."
"i told you id be late did you call the office?"
"yeah they told me five thirty would be fine."
"so i have time to shower?"
"no you dont your showers last longer than mine."she said putting shana in the car seat.
" come on it will be quick we still have to go get mom from the airport."
"15 min safaree."
"i only need ten." he said grabbing his clothes headed for the shower.
opening the bathroom door he could hear nicki talking on the phone to who sounded like lauren.
"naw laur."
" aww so you have a good baby huh?"
"yeah for the most part."
"awww i cant wait to come and see her."
"i cant wait for you to meet her either."
"you think babies know?"
"know what lauren?"
"that your sick?"
"i dont know maybe."
"baby you ready to go?" safaree called from the front room.
"we been ready. all right lauren ill call you later."
"ok love you nika."
"love you back babe." she said hanging up the phone.
safaree sat the car seat in the back of the truck. he helped nicki into the car and ran to the front door to make sure she locked it. they made their way to the doctors office pulling up to the front of the office he let nicki out and parked the car with shana still in the back. he removed her from the chair closed the door and headed for the office.
" mrs samues?"
" yeah."
"doctor is ready for you."
" right on time."
" shush come on doof." she said hitting his chest with the back of her hand.
" no violence in front of the baby dear." he said winking at her.
"hi mrs samules."
"hi nivia."
" hows everything?"
" its ok."
"no pain or anything right?"
" no tired mostly."
"thats normal."
"and how are you little cutie pie." she said bending down to talk to shana.
"you mind if we do a small check up on the baby?"
"no i was going to ask when her first check up was."
"well looks like dad did follow through with most of them."
" well who knew dads come in handy. for something other than drinking all the beer and watching football." nicki said with a slight laugh.
"haha yeah who knew."nivia said checking shanas breathing.
"mom im going to take her and place her on he bed is that ok."
" yes thats fine." she said watching as the doctor checked her ears.
"how her hearing?"
"fine."
"does she respond to her name?"
"yes."
"shana." nivia called as she watched her head turn from looking at nicki back to her.
"thats great. shes healthy and doing well."
"ok so i have a question."
"ok shoot."
"how long before we can you know."
"have sex?"
"mmhmmm."
"well lets check you out so i can let you know."
"ok nicki said hopping up on the bed."
"ok we can leave for this part right?"
"yeah thats fine i just wanted to make sure the baby was doing fine mr samules."
"ok we will be right out here nic call me back if you want me back in here."
"ok." nicki said flashing him a smile.
"so it says that you will be back for another round of treatment in a few days right?"
"yes."
"and you know that you will be in the hospital for a full three days right?"
"yes."
"do you guys have everything planned."
"yeah his mom is coming today."
"ok. everything looks good."
"so."
"so its perfectly fine for you guys to have sex just take it slow. you need all the energy you can get."
"ok."
"so you will be at the hospital on thursday and we will start treatment right away its fine for the baby to come visit the few days you are in the hospital we just ask that she does not stay over night ok."
"ok Nicki said picking up her purse and heading for the door."
" your so cute with her."
"thanks."
"how old is she?"
"three months."
"you guys are cute."
"thank you."
" you two ready to go?"
" yes. i told mom that we would be late."
"what she say?"
"ok. shes going to get something to eat and shop in the gift places."
"oh ok."Nicki said opening the door for safaree as he walked through with Shana.
.......
"oh my god!"
"hi ma."
"hi son. hi onika."
"hi mama samules."
"and who is this. omg shes sooo precious."
"say hi nana I'm shana."
Nicki said bouncing the baby up and down turning her so his mother could see her face.
" ugh nana is not going to want to go home." she said kissing the babys face.
"did you eat ma."
"oh no i plan on cooking when we get back to yours."
"well we gotta go pick stuff up."
"thats fine I'm in no hurry. how are things going with you treatments baby?"
"umm i don't really know my second round is in a few days."
"well what do you mean you don't know? they don't tell you anything? is it bad?"
"wow ma too many questions at once calm down."
"im sorry I'm just worried it doesn't sound too good."
"shes going to be just fine ma."
he said rubbing the back of Nickis hand.
" they tell me the need to know."
"i mean its your health we are talking about isn't everything need to know?"
"not to them. if I'm stressed it takes its toll on the sickness. makes the pain worse. they told me its gotten a little more aggressive which is why I'm having my second round so soon."
" your not going to die are you?"
"MOM!" Safaree screamed stopping the car.
"safaree!"
" I'm sorry."
"don't do no stupid shit like that again with my baby in the car you lost your damn mind."
"I'm sorry chill nic."
"no you chill it was just a question. no mama they said its too early to determine."
she said looking through the rear view mirror at safarees mother.
they pulled into the store and safaree went in to get the things on the list for his mother to cook. while he shopped Nicki fed shana a bottle and continued conversation with his mother.
" im happy to you you guys doing well."
" we are always good."
"not always baby don't forget I've known you since you two were kids. off and on in high school. i was so happy when you guys got engaged. even though i thought the two of you were a bit too young. i always knew you guys would be perfect together."
"how did you know?"
" the look in your eyes when you look at each other. you look as though with out him your world is incomplete and him you. you pray together. if it was ever one person i could count on to get that boy to go to church and pay attention its you. when his nana died you prayed with him. when things were wrong in our house hold he prayed right along with you. a praying couple is a happy couple."
safaree emptied the bags into the trunk of the car and pushed the buggy to the side. hopping into the car he drove the few miles home pulling into the driveway.
"whos car is that?"
" oh thats amy i asked if she could come take roman for a walk."
"but why?"
"we been gone for five hours nicki you wanted him to pee on your carpet."
"he better not! he will be looking for a home."
"you wouldn't give that dog away."
"i sure would." she said laughing picking up shana.
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