Lets take it back

Hey u guys just a short thing here I have every thing planned out for this story unlike the others where they are for fun.. Please be honest with comments on this story. Please comment on this story... And also check out a few of my favorite fan fics s/o to my weird mysterious onikafaree fan fic younspeechless.blogspot.com strangers in the night.. I'm sure u guys are familiar with @codepink_ stories well check out this one not an onika fare fic but its another of my faves lifeisabitchandshemeansbusiness.blogspot.com also if you haven't make your way to @itsmarthabitch story boundtoyouonikafaree.blogsopt.com check out @paralleltonone_ fics too fallenstarof.blogspot.com and last but not least even though I have one more but I won't mention it because I don't really know her but my last one is nisi fic onikafareelovedtraptwo.blogspot.com happy reading that last person ill check.. But happy reading


Safaree sat in the chair while the nurse propped nickis legs up. He waited with anticipation as she began her regular routine check up. Nicki and Safaree had been married two years and had finally decided to have a baby. Nicki was now seven months but because she was so small a early delivery was expected. She didn't want to know the sex of the baby but the night before her appointment Safaree talked her into it.

"Ok all done mrs samules."

"Ok but can you tell us what we are having?"

"Oh so now you want to know?"

"No I'm good with not knowing but daddy--" her speaking was interrupted with coughs. "I'm sorry daddy over there wants to know."

"Ok sure thing but when did you start coughing like that?"

"Oh that well I'm not sure it comes and goes. Why?"

"It doesn't sound good at all."

"She's going to be ok right?"

"I'm not sure mr samules I have to check I'm going to go get another doctor so we can get his opinion to. Oh and um by the way your having a beautiful baby girl."

"It's a girl Safaree!"

"I know nic I heard."

"Baby what's wrong?"

"Did you not just hear her say that cough is something more?"

"No I heard her say it doesn't sound good but its not like I can die from a cough."

"These days nicki you can die from a mosquito bite."

"Yeah true but I don't want to think about that Safaree I'm sure ill be fine."

"Mrs samules?"

"Yes ok I was told to come hear this cough."

"Well I can just cough on cue doc." She spoke as the cough followed.

"Your right Mary get her prepped for a full scan."

"Wait what's going on?"

"Nothing to be worried about sweetie we just want to make sure it's nothing bad."

"Mr samules I'm going to need you to step out of the room for a moment while we talk to your wife."

"Well he's my husband you can tell me while he's here."

"Well if your ok with it I just need both of you to stay calm. You more importantly mrs samules it's not good for the baby."

"Ok."

Safaree stood next to nicki taking her hand. She gently sqooze his hand looking up at the doctor with worry in her eyes.

"Mrs samules this cough sounds like a form a cancer and it sounds pretty bad. Are you sure you don't know how long you had it?"

"I've had it a while. It's gotten worse with the baby but I just thought I was catching a cold."

"I hope that's all it is. But we will run a few test so we are going to have to keep you for a while. Once the test is done it will take us a few days to go over the results so we will send u home and pray for the best ok."

"Yes that's fine."

"Ok ill be back once we have everything set up."

"Hey doc wait up." Safaree called as the doctor left the room.

"Yes mr samules."

"If it is cancer she won't. You know like die or anything?"

"Cancer does not always mean death. I pray for your sake and that babies sake that I'm wrong but by the sounds of it this does not look good."

"Ok."

Safaree entered the room sitting back in his chair he closed his eyes so the tears wouldn't escape and put his face in his hands. Not only was he scared to lose the love of his life but if he could possibly loose nicki he could possibly loose his baby girl too and he just was not ready for that at all.
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Safaree sat his keys on the table and watched nicki drag her feet to the back of the condo he knew she was going to look out at the water so he just let her be. He sat avi on the couch draping his leg over the arm looking up at the sky at the stars. He loved the make of the condo because it fit their personalities well. He scratched his head searching the stars for answers he knew they couldn't give. His eyes grew heavy and a deep sleep came over him.

"Why? Why me god? Why now? If you take me from them allow him to love again. My baby needs a mother someone that will treat her as I would. You don't hear me. I don't know why I try." Nicki said hanging her head turning away from the door.

Her phone rang she paused for a moment debating on answering it. She wiped her tears and made her way back down the hall to the living room. She sat on the couch next to safarees head and slightly lifted it so he was now laying in her lap. he felt her touch awake now but not moving. They sat in darkness Safaree turned to face her belly and placed kisses on it while she rubbed the back of his neck.

"Mom just called."

"Did u answer it?"

"Should I have?"

"Yes."

"Well ill call her back."

"You ok?"

"Yeah you?"

"Yeah. Faree."

"Yes munchkin?"

"You think I will make it?"

"Your the fighter I always thought you were right."

"Yes but.."

"No buts nicki I'm here we are here together we will beat this you just have to know its possible."

"But Safaree .."

"No buts nicki and that's then end of that. Call your mother I'm going to go up and run us bath water."

"Us?"

"Yes us. Is it now a crime to bathe with my wife?"

"No." She said as she bit down on her lip.

"Ok then finish up with your mother and then come up. Don't be long or the water will get cold." He yelled from the top of the stairs.

"Hello?"

"Hi ma."

"Hi baby how's my other baby doing?"

"She's fine."

"She onika? What happened to not wanting to know?"

"Things changed."

"Oh things huh?"

"Yes."

"Bad or good. Onika baby what's wrong."

"Well nothing bad Safaree just wanted to know the sex of the baby. And why something gotta be wrong ma?"

"I dont know I just think its more to it than what your telling me. I'm your mother you may be miles away but I can hear it in your voice when something's wrong."

"Well maybe your wrong this time ma."

"Maybe. How's everything with you and Safaree?"

"Good."

"Is he excited about the girl."

"More than me I guess."

"You guess."

"Yeah ma I gotta go Safaree wants me to come up to bed."

"I'm sure he doesn't have a problem with you speaking to me."

"Never said that ma but I love you and I will talk to you some other day that's not today."nicki said hanging up the phone.

"Well love you too onika." Her mother said looking down at the phone I. Her hand.

Nicki walked down the dark hall as her puppy ran past her into the bed room. Roman jumped on the bed and made his self comfortable laying by Safaree.

"Get down ro."

"No he's fine Safaree."

"Well ok when he gets use to it don't say I didn't tell him to get down."

" I know You let him sleep up here when I'm not around Safaree."

"Damn she caught us ro." He said grabbing the dogs face talking to him.

"You ready?" She said removing the last of her clothes.

"Been ready just waiting on you."Safaree said grabbing a hold to nickis hand leading her to the bathroom into the tub.

"Safaree hurry this is hot." She said watching him strip down to nothing."

"Ok ok ok! I'm done. Ill sit first then you but be careful nicki."

Nicki sat down adjusting her self in the water. She laid her head back on to safarees chest letting the pink water calm her. The ends of hair becoming soaked by the water. They sat in silence Safaree rubbing her belly and nicki with her eyes closed.

"Safaree!" Nicki said hitting him.

"What I do."

"Tell your little friend down boy and i don't mean the dog either."

"I can't help it nicki that I have a beautiful wife."

"A pregnant whale."

"A beautiful pregnant whale."

"Word I'm a whale now."

"No. Don't make it something it's not."

"Ok."

"Ready to wash?"

"Yes please or ill start to prune."she said grabbing a hold to her towel.

Safaree washed nicki and when she was done helped her out. He hopped out him self turning on the shower.

Nicki took off her robe and placed it on the closet door. She grabbed one of safarees tees that now fit snug around her baby bump and a pair of his sweats. She dried her hair with her dry towel as much as possible and put it in a bun. She found a movie and turned to her side roman laying his body over her feet.

"Ro down!" Safaree said drying his chest off with the towel.

" no Safaree we are comfortable ro stay."

the dog shot them a confused face and hopped of the bed heading out the room.

" why the change in heart about the dong on the bed?"

"Because he's in here all the time even when he's not he gets a bath every day."

"I've been telling u this for the longest and now your going with it?"

" yup."

"I guess."

"When does Amy come back?"

"When would u like her to?"

"I don't know I kinda like that its just me and you."

"Well when ever you want her to come back I told her she would be on call."

" ok I love u Safaree."

"I love you too."

They said both getting comfortable in bed ready for slumber to take over their bodies.

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Day two


The rays from the sun hit nickis face as she pressed the button to the dark shades. They came down and not a trace of light could be seen. Nicki could feel the empty place beside her but she didn't care. She just reached for her body pillow cuddling with it and returning back to her sleep. She could hear roman enter the room and although she couldn't feel him hop on the bed she could hear him hop up and walk in circles until he found a comfortable place.

Safaree sat down in his study looking over the books for his company he didn't have work for the day but most time when he didn't he still ended up working. He was the CEO of a big corporation for technology. Both him and nicki did well in what they did nicki being a psychologist for teens and young adults. Her being pregnant they got to spend more time together. Safaree got up from his books and went to check on nicki usually shed be walking down the hall looking for him trying to convince him why he should let her have something she shouldn't be eating. Why was today so different.

"Nicki."

"Whaaaat."

"Are u hungry?"

"Do I look hungry?"

"You want me to answer that honestly?"

"Shut the hell up Safaree."

"Ok let me rephrase u need to eat something."

"But I'm not hungry." She said as her tummy growled.

"I think different."

"Safaree."

"You want a sandwich or do u want me to cook."

"Sandwich is fine."

"Nicki I don't mind u being in bed all day but u will eat."

"Yeah yeah yeah." She said going back to sleep tossing a pillow at the door as he closed it back.

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Day three

"Hello is mrs samules in."

"No she's not but this is her husband who am I speaking with."

"Oh well good this is Mary from the hospital. I'm calling on behalf of her test from the other day we need her in here as soon as possible!"

"Is everything ok?"

"No we have to talk to her about the stress of carrying this baby the full nine months like she's planned."

"She has it doesn't she."

"Yes sir and its bad."

"Ok give me an hour or so and we will be in."

"Ok thank you mr samules the quicker we catch this thing the sooner she can get back to you and the baby."

Safaree hung up the phone and with three swift motions to put on his shoes grab his Huey's and his fitted he was out the door on his way to nicki.

Safaree pulled up to tts home and parked his car all types of crazy in the driveway. He raced up the few steps to the door not bothering to close the door to his car. He banged on the door impatiently waiting for some one to open it. Once he saw Tt on her way to the door he stood back as she exchanged glares with him while she unlocked the screen.

"Safaree what's wrong?"

"Where is nicki?"

"She's sleeping she had pains in her chest."

"Fuck!"

"No Safaree wait please tell me what's wrong! Wait why are you crying? What's wrong with nika?"

"She has cancer and they say its bad."

"Wow bro wait just chill if you go wake her while your like this you will scare the dog shit outta her here have some water and fix your face she will be ok."

"What if she's not."

"Don't do that bro you know like I know she will be ok."

"But cancer."

"No buts Safaree u have to believe with your heart that she will be fine."

Safaree wiped at his face and continued to tts room. He could see nicki fast asleep on the bed he moved her hair out of her face. He gently kissed her lips causing her to stir. Tt leaned on the door post watching as nicki woke from her sleep.

"Oh shit I thought u was Tt I was about to punch u in the throat."

"What how in the hell would you think I was Tt nicki?"

"Because when we were younger Tt would do dumb shit like that."

"Y'all was weird."

"Yeah so you wasn't so normal your self."

"Yeah but come on."

"Did Tt call you cuz really Safaree I'm fine now I feel much better after that nap."

"No we have to go up to the hospital baby."

"The hospital why? Is it julani? Lambchop? Oh no Safaree please tell me it's not my mom."

Safaree sat holding nickis hands at the edge of the bed on his knees. His smile drifted and his heart raced. Tears flowed down his face as he tried to shake them off.

"No baby it's you."

"Safaree what do you mean I'm fine I told u I just needed rest. What are you talking about. You can't be talking about what I think your talking about because they said three days."

"Nicki it's been three days."

"But how? No see cuz Sunday we went for my check up Monday I slept all day Tuesday I... my god... today is Wednesday isn't it."

"Yes baby."

"Is it bad Safaree?"

"Yes and we need you to go now."

"So the pain in my chest?"

"Yes."

Nicki sat in silence rubbing her belly for a while. She looked at Tt with tears in her eyes. Safaree stood to his feet grabbing a hold of her hands so that she could stand to her feet. They made their way to the car as he waited for nicki to get settled in her seat. He closed her door and walked to the other side of the car. She stared out the window watching as the tears rolled down her face in the reflection.

"Safaree?"

"Yes."

"I want her name to be shana it means beautiful."

"Ok nicki but I'm sure you will be able to name her that your self the doctor said cancer does not automatically mean death."

"Yeah well I just want you to know what her name should be."

"Ok baby." Safaree said turning his attention back to the road.